Senin, 29 Februari 2016

[Fangirling] Akihiko Sanada / AkiMina / AkiHamu

Sometimes I like something very much. A bit too much that I can’t contain it myself. Or else I’ll just keep daydreaming, keep delutioning..... okay stop. Let’s write it down.


So, let’s go straight out to the main star, Akihiko Sanada from Persona 3. Uh, he’s appear in other Persona too, but to be honest, I’m new to Persona and at first I don’t now what is that about (all I now is just a grup of high schooler with a gun lol), and I decide not to search and just play, and I’m so in love. Okay back to the topic.


So here’s Akihiko. An upperclassman of our beloved school. Boxing club captain, check. Smart, check. Extremely popular, check. Silvery hair, check. Manly hairstyle, check. Serious expression, check. Eyes that make you melt, check. Bottom lashes, check. Skin as white as snow, check. Sixpack, check. Warm smile, check. Appear thin but also have satisfying amount of muscle, check. Hot voice, check (damn VA??? I never liked Eng VA as much as I do in Persona)

At first I do think that he’s just okay. I mean, he’s not even my type of chara (unless that board thin body, damn I have weird fetishes). But once I tried it out, it’s not so bad. Uh, I mean, good. Extremely good!!

Damn Persona, damn Atlus???

Let me write it down.

At first he’s just an upperclassman who fight alongside us in Tartarus (I use to go with him because his punch is sexy he's strong). Later, I notice how he looks good in red (lol it’s important). Oh and I fall for his black gloves. Guys with gloves is very hot. Ahem, I’m sorry.

As I said. He’s extremely sexy when fighting. Expecially when he do the combos. 1 punch, 2 punch, 3 punch. Critical!! Along with my heart! I just love it when I almost finish the shadows and he’s the one who said “Let me pinch in.” (husky voice) Oh damn! My head went wild.

Also his persona have the healing ability too. Most of times I get hit a lot and he’ll be there to heal me (isn’t that just cute). And he once saved me from a critical attack. The shadow were to hit me but he PUSH me away and he get the attack instead. OH MY HERO. After that I heal him and the whole battle become lovey dovey (at least for me lol)

Once you get to his lover route there’s no way back. Y’know. Akihiko maybe not the most bishounen (look at beautiful Ryoji), but for me he’s a strong fighter. A beautiful strong fighter. Nuff said. He had a lot of fangirls but he’s not interested in it. He only thinking about strength and about people he loves. Do you know how it feels when someone who’s not interested in girls finally fall in love with you? Yep, that’s it. He become the sweetest and best boyfriend you could ever ask.


Okay so... here’s the girl. Arisato Minako / Hamuko. But I like the name Minako better.

So typically WE decided how her attitude would be, but for me she’s a cheerful girl. And a leader. We could said she’s a girl who put someone else before herself. Selfless smiling girl who lead everyone to battle. I could see this work with every guys avaiable even Akihiko.

Akihiko is socially awkward especially with girls. Mitsuru is an exception because he knows her  for a long time. Minako is a big change for him. For the first time he get along well to new girl. They often go home together and even go for special ramen or beef bowl (I love beef bowl). Minako certainly step on his life. And he didn’t mind. He feel comfortable. Minako become one of his life and he know it.

You know Akihiko only think about strength and how to be strong. But it will be different when he mets Minako. Minako is strong. Yet she’s able to be nice to others, to smile heartfully while holding the weapon and fight. This sight make Akihiko confused of this new feeling. So that’s why he telling Minako to avoid fight. Maybe he just want to see her smiling for herself for once. And most of all he didn’t want her to hurt and he want to be the ONE to protect her. He’s just confused.

And he’s as dense as rock. The day he brought Minako to the rooftop, he said he want to spend time with her somewhere quiet. He said he want to work hard to protect what precious to him, including Minako (let a scream break). He’s saying it! So close! Yet he’s still confused and we need to tell him that what he’s feeling is love. L-O-V-E. “This is love?” and he finally said the magical words. “Will you be my girl?” Damn Akihiko. Yes, and he’s hugging her. You want to know how a hug from a boxing champion feels like? I need to stop until my face cooling down.


And one time FINALLY he ask her to come to his room. Cough. So the room is so typical Akihiko. A bed and many training equipment. They sit in the floor (uh) and he can’t calm down because it’s the first time he bring a girl to his room. Aw yes first girlfriend. So, he start talking about his dead sister and how he glad to met Minako. Like a sunshine that finally make him moved on with his live. Minako may not doing something special to do that, but her being itself is a bless for Akihiko. Again a magical word. “I hope you didn’t mind I’m saying this. But you mean a lot for me. I love you.”

HOLY TARTAR SAUCE.

You spend a lot time with Akihiko. (I’m dying to know damn)

Sooo... He like to hug her. A lot. Sometimes Minako going home from school with him and hang out to his room. He said he’s not good at words when action will do. (I suggest they hugged for a long time while sometimes talking about small things, maybe followed with kiss on Minako’s hair and forehead). Akihiko may be awkward but Minako is good with people so it’s just the matter of time. They’re feeling comfortable with the relationship and Akihiko feeling content to have her. It’s just perfect.


And a Christmas date. Damn he come straight to Minako’s class to pick her up even when the fangirls are following him. He didn’t care, he want to see her. They go to the beautifully decorated mall. Cold and close. They eat some snack and he happily FED her. Oh the shy Akihiko finally make a move. Then he give her a present (I wonder did he buy alone or with someone like Fuuka or Mitsuru). A music box. Oh it’s not an ordinary music box. It’s filled with Akihiko’s love and he said it’s for storing jewelry. What else? He said he will give her a present every year to put in the box. HOLY. This pairing will absolutely get married. No doubt.

Aggressive Minako is yes
I think people from dorm will know their relationship even without they said anything. Akihiko will definitely not saying. But Mitsuru will know but keep silent anyway. Yukari will notice the hint and will asking her when she’s got very curious. Fuuka didn’t ask because she’s think it’s just natural. Junpei, even stupid, will know later. Shinji already notice the hint even before they become couple. Aigis will keep silent. And Ken is the one who knows nothing. As the time goes by, they feeling comfortable showing affection in front of other SEES members. But not something too much. It will just either lover’s scolding, lover’s conversations, light skinship or least, holding hands.

Oh and yes! A kiss. I think their first kiss can be anywhere. Number one possibilities is Akihiko’s room. But it can be in school, like between the curtain, the back of door, or even in tartarus. They would be doing it at the place with just two of them. Aki is shy so maybe Minako give him a hint but he still dominating afterall.

So ahem. Now I’d like to talk about ‘’’’’things’’’’’ they MAY do. This is completely delutional don’t laugh.

First. At the christmas date. When Minako is cold and Akihiko immediately said “Want to come to my room?” Uh. Cold. Room. Warming up. If you know what I mean. Or I’m just pervert. So the screen went black and he said “Merry Christmas.” (husky voice) DAMN. You spend time with Akihiko until night fall. (I’M DYING TO KNOW DUH) Atlus is excellent at making the dirty stays undirty. Many fans said they definitely doing it. But there’s more hint.

Minako is super gorgeous
Second. He know she’s not light. There’s a jealous converstion between Minako, Akihiko, and Ken. Ken said he can carry Minako because she’s light. And Akihiko said she’s not as light as she looks. And Ken got like: “How did you know?” (Akihiko silent) Probably you need to wait until you grow up, Ken.

Third. When they’re in his room and they fall silent, he said “Let our body do the talking.” Uh I’m sorry for being delutional. But the words itself so ambiguous.
But actually... I kinda sure they did. About 65% if I put it on percentage. If they do, I’m sure it will be sweet. Something like they holding each other hands the whole session. Or Akihiko is afraid that he may be too rough because of his strength (damn). Or Minako have trouble to hold her voice because they’re in dorm. I’m sure the first time was spontaneous, without preparation because they just got a perfect mood.

Ahem I’m sorry I’m such a bad fangirl. I just (badly) want them to be one. I mean... yeah.

And the last..... The ultimate last.

(SPOILER WARNING FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN’T FINISHED THE GAME. I’VE WARNED YOU)

She will stand for everyone un

Soooo... yeah. They fight Nyx and not succeded. But there’s Minako, the hope, the miracle. So she becomes humanity’s last hope. You know what did Akihiko said when he can’t move an inch yet he saw Minako walking to the moon to fight? “No, not again!” He’s pretty much didn’t want to lose someone precious anymore. But he can’t do anything at this state. So, she fights it alone and seal the enemy. Dark hour dissapear. And I’m surprised she’s still alive. Everyone crying in joy and relieve, even Akihiko.

BUT misteriously, the next day everyone didn’t remember anything about those days anymore. Even Akihiko become a stranger. Only Minako remembers. And Aigis. At the day of the promise they finally remember too and they came to rooftop. Akihiko can’t calm and he run first. He lost his breath. Saying sorry for everything. He finally remembers how he fall in love with her. He’s glad but also feeling guilty. He held her as if he didn’t want to let go. But Minako is tired. Even so she can hear the words from her beloved Aki. “And starting now we’ll never be apart.”

The last word she ever hear.


Oooooh, that break my heart. I’m seriously stop for a while to feel the pain, lol. Just why.. Why Atlus?? Finally they can live as a normal teenager. They can having fun. Finally they can live a whole normal life. No Nyx, and no end of the world. But it’s the end of the world for Akihiko.

I bet he think Minako is just sleeping, but then when everyone come, maybe Mitsuru notice something different and immediately run her to hospital. But she’s dead. Such a bad timing huh? When it’s the day of their promise yet they need to face this loss. Everyone will be crying, even Mitsuru. Akihiko can’t cry at first. But he will when he finally grasp the reality. Desperate, guilt, great loss. He lost everything matter to him. Parents, sister, best friend. And now his girl, his sunshine. Just when after he can finally move on with his life, then a new loss make he stuck again. He must be blaming himself with everything he’s doing before he regain his memories. What the hell he’s doing when she’s alone and forgotten. Just when they finally can live normal, falling in love again, facing the future. She didn’t. She’s stuck with Nyx because she’s the one who seal it with her. She’s not in the same place with Miki or Shinji. She didn’t have future. She didn’t have place with everyone. It’s the end.
Did you see that Shinji? My pathetic side.

I bet Akihiko will feel guilty for a long, long time. He may be strong, but it’s just as big as his loss for Miki. Everything in his room, even the city’s scenery itself will make him remember about her. And remember the music box? I bet he will buy a new jewelry every Christmas and put it in the cold music box. Without her there to be his joy. No one can do anything about it. Even when Akihiko can finally move on, he won’t forget her. I’m sure he’ll stay alone for a long time. His heart is trapped afterall.




Okay, let’s stop the whole angsty things. Let imagine on the more happier side. I said imagine, okay . So it’s not canon (hey, let’s stop crying)

Let’s imagine what will happen IF Minako didn’t die.


Akihiko is graduating. He continue to college and do training and have side jobs. He will do anything for Minako. She will be the happiest girl. After some years’ Christmas, Akihiko will give her a proposal ring. She will gladly accept. They exchange vows. Have a small garden party. Having honeymoon somewhere quiet. They will have babies not long after the marriage. A twins maybe. Akihiko will be a proud inspector papa. They live in a small but content house. There will be friends who come to see Minako and the babies. Friends who will tease Akihiko for being a daddy. Full of happiness and joy. And a glimmering music box. Not much but it’s just perfect.

In my imagination that’s it.

Excuse me for being emotional.




Damn Persona 3, I love you so much it hurts. Akihiko and Minako, I love you too. Please be happy. Even if you can’t. I’m not crying. Damn.
Oh and if you're fan of this series, please let me know because I need friend to cry with lol uh thanks for reading.

Sabtu, 27 Februari 2016

Introduction

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My name is Mutiara J. Clarette. And I use Sakunyan for some otaku and cosplay community. And Clarette is my artist name too at some art site. Just call me whatever you like XD


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